Chris Brown I still love Rihanna

"I'm in shock, because, first of all, that's not who I am as a person, and that's not who I promise I want to be," he said in an exclusive interview that airs Wednesday night. Chris Brown "I just don't know what to think. I'm just like, wow," Brown said. "It's crazy to me."

Brown, 20, said he still loves singer Rihanna, whose full name is Robyn Rihanna Fenty.

But, he added, it is tough for him to look at the photo showing Rihanna's battered face, the one image that might haunt and define him forever. CNN Larry King Live interview

"The first four times--or how ever many times it was--I gave the same answer--which was that I didn't think it was appropriate for me to talk about what happened that night," Brown continued. Source E!

Respecting Rihanna's rights as a victim the leaked police picture aren't on my blog.

The entire Chris Brown's first interviews airs on Larry King Live September 2 at 9 pm eastern